Book Review: "West End Girls" By Jenny Colgan

 

Honestly this was way too bogged down with too many catch phrases and put downs to make me like this one.

Retard is not a word I take lightly having volunteered in hospital and or school settings with those with medical challenges, mental comprehension problems, and attention deficit issues.

This is one of those books that I simply in good faith cannot award more than 2 points as the writing wasn't close to the previous works I've read and enjoyed from Jenny Colgan.

We all have our off days and I'm hoping this is one of those times as I've read several of her books and have always rated 3 or higher on Goodreads.

Book Review: "Namesake" By Adrienne Young

Fiction, Fantasy, Romance--it's all here and ready for fans of Adrienne Young in the second of the series involving Fable.

Folks, this is a must read and for obvious reasons with this cover exuding charm, the plot which was splendid, characters that are full steam ahead, and a setting that is glamourous and dark all at the same time.

If you're looking for a book to sweep you away, to actively engage your senses, to take you to a safe zone than look no further as Namesake is just that book for you.

It all starts with Fable as a pawn being used in a notarious thug's scheme requiring a pairing with Holland (gem trader).

This new world is anything but rainbows as it's full of betrayal, deceipt, and corruption in its highest form. In order to save others she must risk what she finds most engaging -the boy she loves and the home she longs for-while traveling upon the Unnamed Sea.

Could this be the time of forgiveness and resolution or will the anger and hatred continue not only among the crew but within each other?

Will Fable and Saint make amends?

Will Will and West find happy ground?

Will there be a war between traders as the Marigold sets sail?

Can there ever be an open route to Ceros?

These characters are so vibrant, energized, compassionate in their beliefs which leads one to wonder will West and Fable be the heroes of this story...

Well, I can tell you this it's like: Salt and Sand or Sea and Storm all made in the goodness of the Narrows!

Enjoy!

Book Review: "The Meaning of Mariah Carey" By Mariah Carey

First and foremost a special "Thank you" goes out to Mariah Carey, the publisher, and Goodreads for this Giveaway.

While I'm not a huge fan I'm a follower who has been glancing over her shoulder from time to time to see what's up with Mariah Carey.

I'm also someone who can relate on a deeper level and I have to admit several areas had put me in my place and made me say, YES! When someone writes a connecting piece, a relatable word, a mirror image situation in cookie cutter format that's when you know the writing wasn't obsolete or made over but real.

For all her quirks and diva flare she's human and we have to give credit for the ultimate form of flattery is having others wish to duplicate.

I wouldn't wish to say that it's a me, me, me story because it's a memoir and I didn't feel the way other individuals noted this commentary.

However, what I would wish to close with is this ending statement," If I have learned anything in this life worth sharing, it is, protect your dreams. Even in the face of disadvantages and dysfunction, you can't let anybody define, control, or take away your vision of your life - not your mother, brother, sister, father, spouse, boyfriend, girlfriend, fake friend, boss, bully, bigot, manger, partner, assistant, critic, cousin, uncle, auntie, classmate, mogul, predator, influencer, president, false preacher, fake teacher, coworker, frenemy with a phone, coward with a camera, or chicken with a keyboard."

Ladies and gents this about sums it all up rather nicely and if you've not lived in her shoes you can't speak.

However, I have lived this life of hard knocks and have been subjected to similar situations and it's hell like no other.

I can say this there's a God - there's a higher power- there's a choice we all must make.
To get bitter or better. To live a life of purpose and prosper or wither and fade.
We are blessed with all we need to pursue our dreams.
So, dream big and never give up.

Lord, knows I've been through it and still like air I rise... Rise up-Be the butterfly-spread those wings and FLY!

Book Review: "Hour of the Witch" By Chris Bohjalian

One of the best historical, mystery, fiction books that I've read in a long time has just arrived and it's here with a vengeance.

Chris Bohjalian is the master of this mystery decked out from the Puritan style theme with a thriller surrounding our Puritan ladies Mary Sangford and the servant Catherine Stileman who are unique in their own right.

We begin with Mary who seeks out of a loveless and harmful marriage from Thomas whose abusive as well as a drunk.

Mary is considered during these troubling times to have become possessed by evil, the devil, and worse she's had a young man she was helping using herbs pass away on her watch.
It's a natural progression to start to blame her for the wrongdoings of others & in fact many go out of their way to scowl & hinder her progression.

You have to remember this was a time of hangings, burnings to the stake, false accusations of witchcraft, and worse death to unschooled wives.

Seducing men, adultery, and other sexual prowess was not taking lightly and many were flocked or beaten profusely for such crimes of passion.

It didn't help the situation in having Catherine point the finger her way at each corner including using Devils tines.

It was a speedy novel that captured my interest from the first words to the last with everything in between escalating at rapid pace.

Relationships came and went but they were truly deep, dark, and in many cases left readers concerned of accusations of kissing, resistance, unclaimed advances, lies, flogging, and women being viewed as," She is the weaker of the two vessels & must be cared for."
I'll be damned this was not one for the faint of heart who believe in strong women, strong voices, or feminism as it will chill you to the bone to see the backseat horrifics portrayed against women.

When a man especially a spouse breaks a women's hand in this case his wife using tines by skewering her hand to the table and everyone sits discussing her faults while blaming and shaming it doesn't appear much different than today's standards of scapegoating and black sheeps.

Catherine is nasty and as some reviewers mentioned -Nasty Puritan Women- but she's also a crucial player in this game.

What can be noted," I am not the hunter, but arguably, the hunted."
It's about to get real as we see the devil in disguise may just be a MAN after all and the woman may be more than just a body part to said man.

The ending was splendid as was the entire process and I was taken by Desiree, Henry, and Mary's final hours.

I will note to women of today's age: Do not stay silent, keep speaking out against abuse, never quit being you! Subservient women are not the same as the tenacious -glass ceiling - breaking women of today! The Leave it to Beaver- bake n shakes - are not reality. Men and women must learn to cohabitate peacefully and support one another and I hope this book shows how far we still need to go in terms of equality for all.

Book Review: "Aftershock" By Judy Melinek and T.J. Mitchell

First and foremost thank you has to go out to all those who provided this gifted ARC copy.

I absolutely adore this power duo and miss them both here in the states now that they moved to New Zealand.

I'm also a huge fan following them since their beginning and reading anything and everything with their names attached.

Unfortunately, for me this was good but not their best nor as good as their first work that I rated much higher.

Aftershock had simply too many 'pokers in the fire' as my father would say and not enough closure for me.

The beginning seemed to fair better than the ending as I was more invested to learn why this women's body was found in the middle of nowhere.

As the story progressed it became muddled with fluff and when it ended I was feeling in a daze wondering why it all went down that particular way especially with regards to the 'status' of the individuals in question, their relationships to one another, and why it was so important to keep mentioning Polish ancestry especially when I'm of the same nationality and heritage.
While 'taking the deal' was in the playbook I wish there was more legal procedures to counterbalance the medical examinations.

For those into psychological thrillers check out the movie -Double Indemnity-Billy Wilder-Director-1944 which addressed an insurance man in LA who plots with a woman to kill her spouse.

That will help set the tone for this work involving an earthquake, immigration, deportation, legalization issues, and knock out drag down situations that are harrowing to say the least.
In my neck of the woods many confuse fireworks with actual 'gunshots' even when it's not anywhere near the holidays.

So keep that in mind as you read this because you have to expect the unexpected and prepare for the worst case scenario.

A good read from this dynamic duo whom I enjoy immensely!

Book Review: "Amelia Unabridged" By Ashley Schumacher

Amelia Unabridged by Ashley Schumacher is the newest teen/ya to hit the shelves and it's no surprise that it's creating quite the buzz in the reviewer's world.

However, what I try to warn others ahead of time is I'm from the life of hard knocks not cherry coat central sweet and treat shop and with this noted I cannot in good faith provide more than a 3 star rating.

The problem I had is the characters and setting felt forged to fit a narrative of sweet love and idealization as if the character(s) needed to be rescued and saved from their own perils.

However, in life we must learn to adapt, foster, grow, and develop while planting our own gardens whether in whole or from our broken parts.

We cannot look into the eyes of another to feel whole or fully saved and this to me came across as too much fluff.

The idea is that Amelia enjoys this author's series of books and has the lucky chance to meet. The sparks fly and within a few days so too does everything else.

Nolan has what's deemed anxiety and fear of water after a drowning yet we are led to believe he has super special powers with Amelia to overcome and jump in a boat at night while drinking with friends?

If that doesn't do it perhaps knowing flying whales are in your future for anxiety sufferers as depicted might be the next line of defense.

This is more the boy idealizes the girl, places on pedestal, and romance blooms with little to no chemistry or fan fare. 

Cliche is one word for it all but it's not something I'd recommend however we all have different taste buds so try it out for size and see if it fits your needs.

Book Review: "The Turnout" By Megan Abbott

Have you attended the Moscow Ballet's performance of the Nutcracker?

Do you inspire to be a dancer or perform in ballet?

Have you ever wondered what happens when the curtain is down?

Well, wonder no more as two sisters showcase a power struggle of love, loss, friendship, and forgiveness in this powerful and moving novel by Megan Abott.

The writing is superb as it dances its way into our hearts with precision and cutting edge techniques that illustrate the talented writers unique plot twists.

It all begins with Dara and Marie Durant and their ballet studio alongside Dara's husband Charlie.

The Nutcracker was competitive, exhilarating, and masqueraded as an inviting yet dangerous routine to behold because in the end it's those who stand by you that matter most.

Who will be standing is the question is the ultimate question posed for all those who read --The Turnout!

Book Review: "It's Never Too Late" By Kathie Lee Gifford

Awe Inspiring! Beautiful! Elegant! Tenacious! Assertive not Aggressive!

I used the latter in responding because I was once told I was too aggressive, entitled, bossy, biotch, etc... it's these labels that many use to downplay their own insecurities and false sense of selves.

I bring this to light because Kathie Lee Gifford was also never given a fair shot at life and she managed to put her enablers to shame by showing herself in a better light rather than a bitter format.

This is what every woman strives to achieve in a world ruled by men with women making significant grounds and standing tall, proud, and beautifully in their own skin.

A powerful woman is a woman who refuses to settle for less than she deserves. No matter how much she was berated, chastised, criticized unfairly -she didn't let it get her- because she is a child of God.

Her faith is just one of many things that ignited her power. Her family support, her love of life, the ability to not only give but receive in a marriage was and is a blessing.

I've not known much about Kathie and wasn't a fan of her singing but I have to give her credit she made it her own, she wrote, she sang, she performed, and she made a name for herself and you have to give her credit.

Lord knows this is not an easy life.. Her responses to those who spoke ill against her was splendid and crafted to perfection. Rather than call them what they were she used her faith to drive them towards the light of love rather than hatred and anger.
I'm old school and didn't particularly believe in her marriage to Frank and his numerous affairs because I believe once a dog always a dog and quite frankly this man didn't deserve her goodness but you can read that for yourself and for your own opinions. https://www.closerweekly.com/posts/ka...
What I can note is she is a forgiving woman albeit one that wouldn't last in my home because I married a serial cheater who had an affair with a married woman and adopted the child out w/o his wife (ME) ever knowing till divorce. I later learned this child was given up two days prior to my 2nd child with this man during an 11 yr marriage.

There's something called forgiveness and another called 'insanity' and doing the same over and over with same result is not my thing.

I did enjoy this book as it was well written, informative, and special to read for those of us who admired her on the Today Show as well as with Regis as they made one hell of a duo that could never be duplicated.

That energy, that smile, that sensational journalism and character cannot be duplicated and what her and Regis shared on and off tv was pure magic.

Thank you both for these wonderful memories and thank you for sharing your story with all of us to enjoy. 

Book Review: "Bad Lawyer" By Anna Dorn

I'm sadly going to have to take a DNF on this one as I just couldn't get into the personal nature, the style of writing, or the information being presented before me.

It was not what I was hoping nor expected and sadly is not something I could have endured for the entirety.

With all due respect - Thank you - to Anna Dorn and the publisher but for me it's not my cup of tea.

Book Review: "Those Who Are Saved" By Alexis Landau

Those Who Are Saved is a new work by Alexis Landau that addresses separation during trying times when a mother daughter duo face the unknowns.

This separation was centered upon the daughter being forced to a concentration camp so Vera our central character leaves the daughter with a governess.

The issue sadly isn't addressed until the finale and the remainder of the story focuses upon the coming to America and all that that entails.

While I was hoping for emotional appeal to the readers I felt slighted and cheated that I didn't receive it and the Sasha character for me did nothing to enhance the story.

Thank you to Alexis, the pub, NetGalley, and Amazon Kindle for this ARC in exchange for this honest review

Book Review: "Every Last Fear" By Alex Finlay

You have two choices when you’re confronted with your every last fear:

Give up or fight like hell.”

― Alex Finlay, Every Last Fear

Well snap, guess what when faced with fear, heartbreak, the tough don't scatter, they get up and fight with everything they have left in them.

This is the story of Matt Pines whose a NYU film maker student involved in a major situation that has torn his family to shreds.

His brother Danny has been arrested and charged with killing his girlfriend Charlotte in which her body was found in the creek.

There's a whole story line centering around a wild beer party, the attendants, and of course the infamous 'unknown partygoer or shall we say there's the 'smasher'... 

Well, folks look I'm just the messenger but this has so many hot pieces in the fire that I'm not sure what direction to look or to duck from but one thing is for sure... The remainder of Matt's family has perished in this incident in Mexico, weird crap happens while in the process of excavating truths, and well ... Sarah is on the case with the FBI.

The family is broken in many places with the sis - Maggie and father- taking the fall for much of the non speaking situations prior to the Mexico peril.

The shocker was with the slow trickle of truth stemming from some unknowns like Tommy, Evan, Olivia, Noah, and Kyle's situation.

If only you could pick your family. If only blood wasn't thicker than water. 

Which reminds me when speaking of DNA blood proves many things but ....

Breaking news has been entered into this case and it's a framer for sure when it's all revealed!

Powerful Thrills and Chills in this new piece by Alex Finlay!!!

Book Review: "Eternal" By Lisa Scottoline

"What war destroys, only love can heal."

Truth be told this is not the norm by Lisa Scottoline and I'm pleased she ventured out to write this new historical fiction piece with so much tender emotion and appeal to her readers.

It gives many of us struggling hope that there's light at the end of this darkness we now reside in and I for one am grateful to have received this early ARC copy.

I've also been one of the most vocal reviewers of Lisa as her work can be hit or miss with me and unlike others I don't cherry coat responses for likes or fan appeal in popularity.

I absolutely had no idea what I was getting into with this as I didn't read up prior to entering my request at Netgalley but did know Lisa is a fan fave & was pleasantly surprised.

It started off extremely slow but when the setting was laid out, the characters in place, the historical aspects playing out, it took off and never looked back.

The overall appeal was centered upon loss, love, food, cultural heritage, community support, racial tensions, anti-semitism, and romance at all cost in the mist of the destruction and death during World War II in Rome when obstruction was advanced with the occupation against the Jews.

"autumn of 1937, all of that begins to change as Mussolini asserts his power, aligning Italy's Fascists with Hitler's Nazis and altering the very laws that govern Rome. "

When the Nazis invaded Rome the world stood still and it seemed like everything was in disarray.

The fact that these friends were united in faith as much as friendship was a testament to themselves between: Elisabetta, Marco, Sandro with the latter chasing the heart of Elisabetta and we must not forget Aldo.

The ultimate behaviors, attitudes, actions, and loss was apparent and when the Nazis walked into homes demanding anything of value to support these horrific actions for the war effort was beyond comprehension but relatable in today's turmoil.

What one must remember is the fight and will to survive was stronger than the hate and evil that existed and they overcame by staying united.

Taking a bullet is more than just a saying it's a way of life for many who faced the insurmountable odds and horror.

To be forced from their homes, taken aboard trains marked for death with tattoos to concentration camps, to face that type of evil by gunpoint or worse was unimaginable but portrayed with heartfelt emotion by Lisa to areas known as Collegio Militare and Aushwitz.

This was the story of two loves revolving during a tumultous time in which their may be only one left standing.

Marco's ultimate dilemma, the reading issue, the loving mannerisms displayed by Sandro and ultimately the end result of a new beginning was quite extraordinary.

I've read my fair share of WWII and I always come back to this time frame and period in history because there's so much to learn and still uncover.

It's a fascinating read that I hope you will embrace fully and unequivocally with a warm and loving invite.

Thank you to Lisa, the pub, Netgalley, and Amazon Kindle for this ARC in exchange for this honest review.

Book Review: "The Memory Collectors" By Kim Neville

 First and foremost a special Thank You goes out to Maudee Genao at Simon and Schuster for this ARC after my declined request from Atria Books.

Secondly, I must note I'm an empath so this book was up my alley as I also believe in the after life and connecting with spirits is possible through mediums ie. Theresa Caputo who I've personally had the pleasure to be close enough to touch and for whom I've personally taken a photo with her ex-spouse Larry but was never lucky enough to get a reading but did have readings from others in a seat or two away from me.

Now on with this show, because it's all about two main female characters both equally talented. One is a treasure hoarder called Harriet, while the other is a woman named Ev with a connected past to memories, feelings, and emotions of items that hold value.

We cannot simply ignore the past so it's know wonder they decide to join hands and form their own museum of memories with regards to healing emotional scars left behind through these objects.

The past can only be changed with acknowledgement and careful precision to document and be that change one wishes to create.

It's time to enter the darkness of the magpie but not before seeing all that is possible through the light and perhaps just perhaps learning the difference between the two and choosing to enter the lightness.

Thank you to Maudee, Simon and Schuster, NetGalley, and Amazon Kindle for this ARC in restoring my faith that good people are welcome here as reviewers who work to exhaustion in providing these reviews freely while seeking full time living wages in extreme poverty and regardless of their impoverished standings in life will be treated the same as the paid Amazon influencers who get way more attention then they should in life.

End the injustices and offer a hand up not a hand out as the world will thank you for it!

Carry on...

Book Review: "Happily This Christmas" By Susan Mallery

Looking for that sparkle, the twinkle, the glitter and glow?

Happily This Christmas seems anything but happy at first as it starts with Wynn and Garrick but who knows if it can be fixed in time for the seasonal splendor.

Wynn seems ok, as she's independent, has a great family, single mother, with a huge gushing crush on the guy next door.

Did I mention he's a cop with a nasty kid daughter whose 21 but acts much younger with an attitude that stinks?

If not, then this may be the time for not only an attitude adjuster, a teaching moment, but also a couch protector with some womanly touches.

After all, Garrick originally just wanted help with decorating skills not a relationship or so it goes but what if he and she get both options?

An interesting new read but not one that will leave any long lasting memories.

Book Review: "The Last Cowboy" By Maisey Yates

The eleventh book in the series of A Gold Valley Novel is sure to delight the contemporary holiday romance fans as it explores more than just relationships in offering up passion, energy, and sizzling plots.

The steamy scenes are not just a trademark but a signature of Maisey which adds that bit of nostalgia and discovery among the characters. The connection the two main characters share are due both their parents passing in the same accident leaving them to be brought up by family members.

Serendipity? Perhaps, but that spark between Rose and Logan was dynamic as the level of passion jumps off the pages with the golden pen by Maisey Yates . This follows my 4 star rating of the last 2020 series of her series: The Hero of Hope Springs which enticed and intrigued me to learn more.

This was good but I didn't feel as connected to it as the latter and felt the love more than just the sex was a crucial distinction between the two.

All in all a great read for the holiday season!

Book Review: "The Secret Agent" By Elisabeth Hobbes

It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday....

This is the situation that was brought on my Sylvie (code name Monique) a dancer and spy whose sole mission is to get to the truths from the German clientele.

The hard pill for me is putting a woman with such intellect and passion in this type of sleezy position for government business as well as for the future of the nation. It just felt demeaning and degrading to the feminine role.

Needless to say it was not all it's cracked up to be as the secrets came out for a high price to pay and losses began to be tallied.

Those losses can make or break a person but love never fades and so the idea that Sylvie and Felix could fall in love and possibly make it work under these constraints was dynamic yet powerful in its own right.

Is a night of passion worth it all... That's the question she must ask and will he be the last man standing?

We shall see as this invites readers to explore the historical significance and time period with plenty of suppression, exhaustion, and exhaustive measures.

Book Review: "Mother's Don't Lie" By Jo Crow

First and foremost we have to acknowledge that bipolar disorder is not a laughing matter and must be dealt with professionally in a better light and understand it's a mental illness.

Many who suffer from such as instantly labeled or portrayed as 'crazy' or 'delusional' yet they're quite intelligent. So please don't treat mental illness patients any differently without knowing the totality of their own individual circumstances.

With this noted I can't let how the author portrayed mental illness to take away from his writing as the mother was portrayed with this cognitive impairment as well as with compulsive lying and the combined effects of both may cause irreversible harm.

The mother has been on prescribed meds but when her son Colin goes missing it ratchets up the excitement and drama to a whole new level.

The underlying tone of Molly's past, her past relationships, her constant inconsistencies, her inability to illustrate her needs effectively may be partly to blame for her current situation.
Readers can only hope she receives the treatment she needs, locates her son alive, and uncovers the truth to his disappearance with his grandfather's blood upon his return.

However, Jo Crow isn't stopping this out of control train because as far as we can tell her father in law has also gone missing.

WTH is going on and why is everything seemingly falling apart bit by tiny bit?
What's the relationship with her current spouse and extended family?

Why is Tracy so relevant and what is the importance to their connection with Colin? Who is Susan or for that matter Andy?

This story also careens off the road into an embankment upon learning of the situation with abuse from one of the individuals who is actively engaged in this ever changing plot of characters.

You know come to think of it you best be careful because this gal Carol is also on my radar for people to watch here.

Ok, that's all my breadcrumbs that I can toss out there but step carefully, watch your back, duck for cover, and know this one ends with an earth shattering revelation you won't want to miss!

Hang on tight the ride is about to begin....

Book Review: "The Violinist of Auschwitz" By Ellie Midwood

 Rise from the Ashes!

I've  read many books of this time frame and this one stands out among the best in its historical fiction of WWII for the best plot, characterization, setting, and overall appeal.

This marks a time when many Jews were sent to concentration camps and forced to do manual labor, identified with numbered tattoos, and treated inhumanely.

The scars may not always be evident internally but those open wounds are forever etched in their memories for those who survived this terrible time.

I pray our country reverses course with the hatred, anger, and unlawful suppression of its own but for now we can only hope and pray for the change that may be on the horizon in the coming months.

This is not just a story of cruelty, dictatorship, and unfailing will to overcome against all odds that deprived them of basic human rights.

These individuals formed a barrier that was to never be broken. A barrier of love, friendship, and courage to face the world head on while fighting against these injustices.

This is the story of love that was uncovered in the most barbaric situations amongst the most talented of their historical period.

A talented violinist and a pianist who managed to come together in love and in life and through it all even in death. For they will forever be together and perhaps the sparrows know this as well as anyone sitting upon the barbed wires.

For love is eternal and hope springs eternal!

We shall not forget those who came before us but honor their memory and their sacrifices to pave the way for everyone to come forth.

Alma and Miklos are real individuals with a powerful story to tell as it's in the hands of Ellie Midwood to do it justice and she brings it fiercely with determination to the readers to behold.

I cannot imagine a more powerful, earth shattering, jaw dropping performance by such vibrant and tenacious characters as was found in this newest work.

The Fur Alma is where you may find the ultimate guidance and spirit but it's the creator that embellishes its depth, its beauty, its lyrical sounds.

A masterpiece to embrace!

Book Review: "Echoes of Guilt" By Rob Sinclair

Learning from the past isn't always all it's cracked up to be!

Case in point bring in Dani and her brother Ben whose a nut job and behind bars for murder.
Did I mention he tried to end his twin sisters life?

Ok, well look we have a situation in which Dani is just getting over her failed relationship with Jason and is trying to put her life in order when this new case arises with plenty of question marks.

Why would this woman appear to have committed suicide in a bathroom with pills nearby?
Could there be more to this story-is this a murder- is there more than one connected murder or M.O. (modus operandi) being played here?

This went back and forth with gusto and I loved every second of this match, set, point!

Excellent work by Rob Sinclair with my only regret being I missed his second book in this series (The Rules of Murder) and I'm now kicking myself but hopeful it may be replaced upon Netgalley as my library doesn't have it available.

Book Review: "Blood Orange" By Harriet Tyce

Sweet and sour and everything nice!

My word, I must confess this book took me for such a whirl that I literally forgot to leave this review so bare with me as I try to recall from memory as it was simply that good.

It begins with an attorney who seems a wee bit lost in life and goes through the motions of her legal career without much fanfare until an affair with a co-worker and a top case put her on the map.

Now, I'm not recommending either of these two scenarios to boost a fledgling life but what I've read in some reviews really was bothersome.

It seems many don't feel women can be 'taken' or 'manipulated' by a man especially if they're smart or in this case 'abused' by a male counterpart.

I'm here to tell you I was abused by my spouse, I'm intelligent with a dual Masters, I have the same degree as my husband and in fact I have a dual degree with Criminal Justice (which is in the same field as psychology) and yes I was brainwashed, manipulated, and taken into believing my spouse 'loved me' and married me 'for love.'

Who wouldn't think their own spouse married for the same reasons, why take the oath, why go through with the vows, why do all that if not for love? Yet, not everyone is credible, nor believable, and the sad thing is when you tell your story in hindsight-you'll never be believed -as it's simply too unbelievable to bare the truths.

Now, I digress but please stop these myths as they are harmful to both sides of the argument especially if you know about the DSM manual, personality trait disorders, and live to tell about being actively engaged with a malignant narcissist.

Because of the Goldwater Rule -you cannot pass judgement w/o being seen and examined-however, if you don't think intelligent people can be blindsided than I beg of you to look at our current state of affairs in our very own UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

Ok, my rant is over but please do tell because many of us have been abused and this is relatable: 

I'll leave this reviewers opinions here:

"Alison, the protagonist is supposedly a smart barrister in London. Yet, she allows herself to be abused by her husband who calls her "skanky" and criticizes almost everything she does, including her cooking. And, just when one could sympathize/empathize with her for finding a lover, you discover he also abuses her, forcing her to have sex with him in a train bathroom where she has to get on her knees on a urine-soaked floor. Puleeeez!!!!!!

And, so yes, of course, she has an excuse to drink... heavily.

In the end, none of her problems are resolved through her own agency. The resolutions just happen -- luckily for her."

I'll note this: I pray I live to the day when victim blaming, shaming, and guilt trips can be tossed to the trash in which they belong.

Now, on with this show, because folks this was bloody brilliant in many ways. Strong characters, strong plot, strong twists and turns leads to one powerful piece.

That slice of orange is sweet but can also be sour and depending on your taste you're going to either love or hate this one.

I LOVED IT!

Book Review: "Losing You" By Nicci French

"Sometimes I still felt that I had fetched up on the edge of the world." 

Now if you're wondering you're not alone because many of us are still wondering after reading this novel.

In a way missing the ending was probably a time worthy moment as sadly Bibliotheca somehow has that portion obsolete however, it was the preceding storyline and storytelling that didn't do it justice.

Charlie, the 15 yo daughter of Nina is missing from an night out? YES!! Who allows a 15 year old such luxuries especially before going on Christmas break with her family?

Oh, by the way: Nina's boyfriend who has been struck in traffic for what seems like days.

The dog sludge and the relatives are like two peas in a pod and not sure their significance but if you name your dog sludge -well go from there.

Now, you may carry a bit more empathy but the situation is such that Nina is viewed as this mother bear with all the right outfits to accomplish any task that comes her way.

She takes over the procedural issues, the detective work, the hospital care, and so much more that this woman should be downright exhausted by this point.

I just couldn't get into this as much as hoped but perhaps it'll be better suited with the right reader.

Book Review: "Majesty" By Katharine McGee

 “A destiny was something that happened to you, that fell upon you like rain no matter how desperately you try to hide from it. But if you walked toward it with your head held high, then it wasn't your fate - it was simply your future.”

― Katharine McGee, Majesty

“Beatrice had come to understand that the human heart was a magical thing. It had so much room inside it, enough room to contain more than one love over the course of a lifetime.”
― Katharine McGee, Majesty

There comes a time in everyone's life when you just want to relax and be taken away from the hustle and bustle of normal daily life.

This is just such a book in which you travel with Beatrice to a land of enchantment, beauty, kindred spirits, and romantic escapades.

While the queen may enjoy singlehood it's about time she settle but perhaps having a man be considered a savior isn't quite her thing but the more demanding professional aspect is her job as queen and how she'll fill that position.

As noted this is a role that many feel cannot be down solo much less as a female so there's some hot topics ladies on this one to discuss as the feminist in me screams from the hillside to let her do her thing.

As we enter this new role after her father's passing we realize that Samantha her sister is being viewed as a 'spare' and is given a larger and more exhuberant challenge in this one as compared to her first work in the American Royals Series.

The characters were rich, ripe, and colorful and Daphne is in a land all of her own making.
Nastiness, haughtiness, and downright degrading at times but in the end it's all rainbows with a twist of independence and it's pure joy!

Will Beatrice settle down, will she marry, or will she find comfort being who she has grown to become?

The challenge is upon them all to step up or step aside and what each one chooses will shock you!

Book Review: "Kiss My Cupcake" By Helena Hunting

The icing is on the cake! It's creamy, smooth, and blended evenly!

This is more than just opposites attract as this sizzler is ready for the mainstream.

Hollywood you know who you are ... Kiss My Cupcake by Helena Hunting... is waiting!

The banter, the conversations, the romantic scenes, the commaderie, the entire earth shattering premise was spicy hot with action.

From the start we know what we have with Blaire. She's a hard working, take no prisoners, determined to be successful and get the man of her dreams.

Her counterpart holds up well to her ego driven motto but it's not cupcakes he's offering up for sale.

HOLY SMOKES... 

I mean this will have you baking in no time and by baking I mean the bread not the cakes.

Kiss My Cupcake was an enticing, fun, flirty, and quirky read that fit the bill for an evening of excitement.

Book Review: "The Happy Ever After Playlist" By Abby Jimenez

If there's a book we need for 2020 it's this one! Congratulations Abby Jimenez!

What didn't this book have? I mean it was rich in romance, hot in drama, lovely in friendships!
It was a lovefest like no other and a character portrayal that leaped off the pages with passion and intensity.

Imagine losing your fiance and falling in love all over again with a twist because Sloan's heart is fragile but her love is golden.

Tucker meanwhile sets the cuteness wheels in motion for this little pup and unexpectedly brings Jason to the table but will he stay long enough for dessert?
OH BOY...

This was a career focused, professional oriented, work vs play scenario and the sparks are flying with or without the fantasies.

A beautiful new work from Jimenez!

Book Review: "Empty" By Susan Burton

 

Sometimes there's a memoir that comes around that just puts you in awe of the person writing it because you know it's heartfelt yet the writing wasn't that compelling, enticing, or sadly inviting.

I know some of what this author notes because while I'm not from divorced parents I was abused in many forms, I was a former model, we were anorexic and bulimic, & eating was based not on nutrition but on calories which was devastating.

That relationship with food as you can imagine controls one's life and it's hard to overcome without a strong supportive system with quality nutritional guidance.

I wish my younger self had picked up this book when I was a teen because this would've been more appropriate timing for me but after living this life of the 'white porcelain bowl' lifestyle I get it but don't miss it.

I've been all over the scale from as tiny as a size 4 to size 12 and the comfort zone area is 8-10.

It's not easy to stay laser focused and preach your value like this author so my hat's off to her courage to come forward.

It's a valuable lesson as to how easy it's to fall prey to food, body image, and self worth.

We as women must be comfortable in our own skin with our own appearances. 

Embrace you -you deserve it~!

Book Review: "Deadly Touch" By Heather Graham

"Never bring a knife to a gunfight."

You just never know what life will bring but with Heather Graham you can rest assured it will be stunning in ever sense of the word.

Deadly Touch began and ended with much strong armed, powerful, emotionally charged characters that refused to take a back seat to anything much less one another.

They were as tenacious in life as in.... 

Well, lets not go there but what I can note is this was a follow along read that allowed readers to explore so many avenues within one fab thriller. 

Sizzling romance, spectacular action, excruciating drama and much more was included in this newest addition to Krewe of Hunters with not just the exotic but the scandalous scenes ripe from the heart of the Everglades was splendid.

Who knew all this stemmed from Raina trying on a dress & getting those awful vibes of something horrific -say like a murder-that is nothing more than a vision.

Imagine being the detective and hearing about this paranormal occurrence and wishing to advance upon it to see what might be there or not.

YIKES!

This was a 2020 novel like none you've ever read that's a knockout showstopper.

Book Review: "The Last Sister" By Kendra Elliot

I'm on the fence with this one in terms of the rating because it was good but the ending didn't leave any type of heightened excitement for me.

The fact that this addressed some heavy topics such as racism, interracial relationships, white nationalism and more is just the start as we uncover several possible murder/suicide deaths.

The first occurred twenty years ago with Emily's father aka Lincoln as he was found hung. The mother had a hard time dealing with his loss and committed suicide or so it was deemed.

Now, we find ourselves mixed into another situation of two friends of Emily's who were found killed in similar circumstances but with Sean having a Klan symbol upon his forehead and Lindsay his wife stabbed multiple times.

What the heck is going on in this town and when will Zander and friends uncover the truth?

Well, first he's got to stay laser focused because there's rumors flooding this town and it may have to do with hostile actions and aggressions upon innocent victims. In addition, the mayor of the town and his collective partners may be of consideration because who knows more about a town than the mayor in this Oregon logging town.

Emily, Madison, and Tara along with an auntie or two are put to the test and may or may not reveal their true identities and secrets.

The Tara episode for me was the maker and breaker with Harlan and it seemed to fuel the flames (no pun intended).
A great read that I've tried to get my hands upon since 10/15/19 when it was declined via Netgalley.

A library within our county system was able to finally secure this library hold.

Book Review: Truly, Madly, Deeply By Karen Kingsbury

Ladies and Gents:

You know that moment when you've waited since June 18th 2020 to read a new novel after the dreaded #Decline appears after your NetGalley Request.

Well, this is that book and as a Christian or shall I say the former (only female usher) at St. Ignatius Church in Kingston, Pa who was run out of town by male ushers in need of time to come around to this new line of thinking after serving as a minister of hospitality and usher for almost 2 yrs was quite interesting to endure, but this sealed the faith and belief that perhaps -just perhaps-that karma train will come to pass & life will once again be worth the hardships.

For now, we live in a world that excludes the impoverished, the working poor, the vets, the homeless, women, individuals due to their race or economic backgrounds and sadly as a ten year job seeker with a dual masters/20yrs volunteering/Points of Light Awardee - I must note that women are dealt a losing hand.

Imagine this hidden gem amongst those ashes. The Phoenix shall rise. Rise up and declare the love.

Well, sounds great on paper but let me tell you the Christian faith in hiding sexual abuse scandals, in ripping collection baskets from female ushers, in noting there's more of us than them is not my idea of faith any longer.

Now enough with the holy rollers but I will note this and I do not mean to come off as harsh but this is my life and I refuse to cherry coat as in terms of this novel it's a new insight, awareness, and acceptance of these facts and more I've just described.
Life isn't guaranteed. Health is not a right. Healthcare is not always provided.
A young man is seeking rebirth as a cop in his own right after being an individual known for helping others. 

Ironically, not all police operate under the motto -protect and serve- yes, I once called after being plowed in one winter in Pennsylvania with a med disabled newborn-only to be told we're sorry but I digress these are women issues and I don't wish to come across as whiny.

So here's the deal: Tommy loves Annalee and wants to one day marry and settle down but there's something larger than life that's pressing on his shoulders and forcing him to hold off and wait.

That decision haunts him to the point of nightmares but he knows he can see it through to the end and he prays that Annalee is right there alongside him after her health scare.
As we learn through his trials and tribulations this is as much about him as it is about Annalee. His family has secrets and they're about to be exposed relative to his grandfather and his own birth.

Good grief, we learn so much in such a small yet powerful read.

It's the ending that won me over with a speech worthy of a king and queen and a forever that hopefully will be blessed till the end of time.

A great new read that I wish I could've brought this review to you sooner but the book gods weren't in my favor this time around.

Book Review: "Leave the World Behind" By Rumaan Alam

Here's one for you to savor : " The leader of the free world was sequestered beneath the White House, but no one cared about him, certainly not the little girl tripping through the woods and thinking about Harry Styles." 

"It was the sound of fact. It was the change they'd pretended not to know was coming." It was the end of one kind of life, but it was the beginning of another kind of life."

I don't need to bolster this novel by Rumaan Alam because he does mighty fine all on his own. This was enriching, captivating, and truly thought provoking with plenty of take-aways to carry you over till Thanksgiving.

It's a situation in which one family meets another under bizarre circumstances and question the meaning of life. Should they venture out, should they explore internally, should they question what they're seeing playing out before their very eyes?

It begins with a vacation home on the outskirts of New York (rural, dark, desolate) but that's only the beginning as the supposed home owners arrive to conquer all preconceived ideas and notions.

As they embark on this journey together they visualize and form their own conceptual ideas in this imperfect world full of animosity, bigotry, racism, and more.

The cynical meets the empath the ruthless meets the worthy, the entire premise from narcissism in full bloom to the familiarity of love over hatred forms a concrete visual that you cannot ignore.

A truly remarkable novel that will incite all senses and fester a level of excitement not seen before.

Book Review: "Shakeup" By Stuart Woods

Two women fall prey to one man and they're not just your ordinary women- as both hold highly prestigious and lucrative positions.

A precarious bind is one thing but utterly sexually craved lune who runs naked throughout the home is another..and neither fulfills the thriller genre quite like a man lusting after both women.

What on Earth is the point of a burglary that withdraws nothing but stirs up some wild emotions?

Sure paintings are precious, surely the lifestyles of the rich and famous is addressed, surely with money you could afford the most top notch security system and surveillance -yet we have nothing made available?

But we do have a 'jump in bed' show me what you got scene and that's all folks............. 

I'm out of here till we meet again! 

UGHH!

Book Review: "Eight Perfect Murders" By Peter Swanson

"Books are time travel. True readers all know this. But books don’t just take you back to the time in which they were written; they can take you back to different versions of yourself."

― Peter Swanson, Eight Perfect Murders

A specialty bookstore owner as an expert in classic mystery/thrillers is now talking about these 8 perfect murders alongside these 8 blogs; but are they truly are they were cracked up to be especially now that they captured the world's attention alongside the Federal Bureau of Investigations Office?

When the spotlight is on we uncover the truths. Malcolm Kershaw is being followed, imitated, and possibly duplicated-by the killer.

The fact the author uses older stories that don't mix well into the remainder of the story and create haphazard pauses throughout is a different form of a killer because it's from these stories that the rest of the plot becomes ignited and inflamed.

Several spoilers are among this novelty portrayal and Swanson does well in hitting those marks for the latter portion of this Malcolm Kershaw -first in the series- work.

Now, the fact that the blogs connect the FBI to Malcolm's doorstep also weigh heavily on the minds of readers because Malcolm isn't perfect, he's had a rough go with his ex-wife's unexpected passing, and the other characters or shall I say -victims- are equally flawed.

The finger pointing goes from the hunter to the hunted and back and forth we go till we're not sure who to trust or who to blame.

Either way it's about the classic novels, the blogs, and the character development of a single minded narrator who takes it all on his shoulders and delivers a one-two punch.

Book Review: "Code Name Helene" By Ariel Lawhon

 

“Sieg Heil!” they scream, frantic. Obsessed. Saluting and clapping. Believing every word, receiving every command they’ve just been given. Men. Women. Children. All of them swallowing it whole so they can be corroded from the inside out.”

― Ariel Lawhon, Code Name Hélène

I wish I could say history doesn't repeat itself but with this nightmare in office refusing to leave it's evident we can't rest till he's out or physically removed January 20th.

With this noted this wasn't all about history, the harsh realities of war, the holocaust survivors, as much as it was about perseverance, determination, will, and survival.

Friendships, family, relationships were all at stake with Nancy at the top of her game as a reporter, previous expat, and now working as a British spy.

She's about to parachute into France to help the resistance using her alias and she's also about to come head to head with reality.

Silk stockings, red lipstick, beauty and brawn, and emergence as a journalist who demands she be heard while fighting to get her work published.

It's an interesting albeit difficult read to uncover especially during these trying times with the pandemic and growing political frustrations.